Ginger

I am going to visit my aunt tomorrow with mom. We're gonna travel 4 hours by bus and two hours by a car to get there and stay for 4 days.

I have travel sickness. And with this medication I have now, I can't take medication for the travel sickness. Woooot... I am so nervous I want to throw up. XD I am gonna try gingerroot. It helped when me and Ktiraam travelled to Tampere, at least when coming back. I think I felt sick on the way there because I was so nervous, because I am always nervous when I'm travelling. X3
I am gonna brew pieces of ginger in my mint tea and drink it for breakfast and hope for the best. =P I just hope I wont get thrown out of the bus if I do throw up. XDD

I've been... just doing the same thing. Working, watching movies and tv-series (Walking Dead, Grimm, Listener...) and reading tons and tons of books. I am keeping up my diet, sort of, well, I am, but I am also slipping somewhat. I'm a "emotional eater" so when I'm feeling really not good, I eat good foods and feel better. Now I shouldn't do it, and I've done it less, but I still buy chocolate from time to time. It's just slowing the weight loss, but can't help it, I've never been good at quitting something completely if I really don't want to. ^^;
But
chocolate = fat
and
no chocolate = weight loss
Which one do I want more? Health, feeling better, so weight loss it is. =)
Btw 10 kg lost already! =D

I've been going to this anxiety/panic disorder support group. It's been great! I really like most of the people there, though there is one who really doesn't want to listen to us others and just keeps talking... and she is so negative, sometimes I just want to yell "shut up" to her. ^^;
And I love love love therapy, it's helping me tons! I've just been feeling better nowadays, though it's really dark and rainy and nothing special is happening. Life feels like it's feeling forward. And just today said to me that "You are so young you can do anything."
I felt like "Really?" but it made me smile. ^___^

And yesterday I saw my brother! That was really great, I had not seen him in... woah, 5 months! =D

And here are a few halfnude dudes and girls to cheer up this
gloomy fall. =P
My Pain and Pleasure crew. =)

And the Wild Love girls and boys... and a troll. XD

Ruska

It's been a reallyreally long time since I wrote here last. It's been a busy autumn.

I've been busy with work, two major projects finished. I sold the painting that I had at the art show! I had a flu, followed by strange stomach pains that finally revealed to be an ovarian cyst (OWWW!). I changed my whole eating habits, switching from chocolate to fruits, from yummy to healthy. I've dropped 2 kilograms in two weeks.

And I became a redhead. Again. This feels like my real color (though I'm naturally blond and have been so for the past 3 years), this suits my personality so much better! Fiery and a little nuts, rawr! ;P

XDDD